The pieces don't fit anymore

sounds strange, weirdo. i hate this to be exact, and no one will know about how my heart says those words, let me introduce you james morrison's most powerful song called the pieces don't fit anymore, let me sing this to you.. but just a few lines

Well i can't explain why it's not enough cause i gave it all to you, but if you leave me now oh just leave me now, it's a better thing to do, well it's time to surrender it's been too long pretending, there's no use in trying when the pieces don't fit anymore.... Don't misunderstand how i feel, cause i've tried yes i've tried..but STILL i don't know why no i don't know why...

that's it. i just don't know why i have to surrender.

the last few days, we always fight and never get along, never imagine about the future that we planned. we never go together again and spend time together. every day there are certain fights.
every fight he's always emotional and easy to hurt himself, and I really hate it. 
I think after we promised each other, our problems will be finished and we will not fight anymore. but I was wrong. it is getting worse.

These days I am acting so cold to him, I do not want to do this, but he will always behave as if this all is not serious. I do not know what else to do, he always underestimate me. Now every time I remember what he had done to me, I became very angry again, sad until I cry                                   
but no matter how cold i am, i always love you my squiddy.... 
i'm so sorry, i love you