midlife holiday crisis

hello! looks like i'm alone here. although usually my mobile phone flashing signs Incoming Message from Rafi. but not tonight. also, yesterday night. i'm just saying. 

a little review

5 days ago

Rafi said,"i'm sorry but i will keep sending you a message, i promise"

and then i said,"and i always keep calling you there okay"

4 days ago

Rafi started getting restless and frustrated because he has to go in the next day

and i said,"it's just a week, no problem okay?"

and then Rafi said,"it's not 'just'. it is a long time"

3 days ago

Rafi said,"i really don't wanna go, i just want to see you" (you means me actually)

and i said,"it's gonna be okay, I promise this week will go fast"

2 days ago

Rafi is on his way and said,"i miss you!"

yesterday night

Rafi said,"i cannot reach the signal, i'm sorry. but how can i talk to you?"

and i said,"i don't know, i'm confused"

and then i sent him a text but not delivered anymore

tonight

the telephone operator said,"Please wait, your calls are diverted to another number." or this,"sorry, the number you are calling is busy", or even this, "Please wait, the number you are calling is making calls to another number".

and then i sent him a message and i just received a delivery report. 

and i said, "DAMN, peoples changed easily"

and now...

he said, "i'm sorry i overslept"

and he..........called me and i picked it up

sorry, we're just young and restless kid

Regards, 

RafiDzakir's