we start from the end of holiday.
as you know, i can't celebrate my 2nd months anniversary right on 6th july. but Rafi FINNALY came home on 8th July. and we met on july 9. Kita makan di Dutch Familiy Restaurant. emang agak telat sih rafinya, but it's ok. He gave me beautiful two stalks of roses. and i love it. the two stalks symbolize our relationship which has been running for two months. and i'm happy. Thank you Muhammad Abdul Rafi Dzakir :)
And then, go on to the beginning of AUD
Sekarang disekolah kita semua yang kewes sudah di gerai! ah senangnya, dan emang bener bener nyampah deh gue, dari tiga hari gue disekolah gak pernah bawa buku dan pensil satu batangpun. dan gak pernah masuk kelas untuk belajar. serius deh baru awal aja udah kayak gini. tp sih insya allah nanti pas awal minggu depan gue mulai "niat" belajar. hahahah doakan sajalah
continue to Rafi and me
Diawal masuk sekolah, kelas rafi jadi dibawah. dan gue dilantai tiga. semakin mengurangi intensitas ketemu gue sama rafi. Dan emang bener, sekarang gue bahkan jarang banget ketemu sama rafi. Ditambah lagi istirahat ke dua gue harus latihan nari buat demo ekskul. Dan waktu pulang sekolah gue juga harus latihan. Rafi jadi nungguin gue sampe sore dari kemaren. Makasih ya rafi.
dan tentang hari ini, pagi ini, jam 09.29am tgl 15 July 2010.
gue kembali dibingungkan dengan sikap rafi yang susah banget ditebak. yang bikin gue frustasi bgt dan gak tau harus gimana. nangis, sedih, kacau, semuanya nyampur. gue gak ngerti dengan apapun yang dia lakukan kadang-kadang. sometimes I do not understand whether he really cares about me. maybe I'm overly sensitive, but maybe he is very ignorant to me. but he cared or not against me, I'll still care about him. maybe I was just too love this person and I want him not to ever leave me. and finally my tears dripping again
Please don't ever make me like this anymore, i'm just too sensitive
Regards,
Gotjer's the overly abundant's
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