heart burn to cry, 8th July 00.35

i don't know anything about this title. actually, there's lot of things I want to write here. I just don't know how to write it. i just can say, it's already 2 months and almost the same thing happened with the stories of other people in the second year. if you don't understand, I'm serious. would be better if it stays that way.


filled with sadness, filled with depression, full of laziness, and feels empty. there are no spirit, all of which I expect not to be. all my plans fall apart and have not even done. everything. and feels like the worst on this night. and the tears finally fell down. That's it.


so that's it, no special things. no special occasion, no someone special. it just empty. yesterday actually, and so is tonight. WORSE


and he.... signed out, and then signed in again.


I wrote this while chatting with him. after I felt extremely lonely. I just miss him, miss him very highly. I just wanted to see that face, and want to hug him and say "this is our second month, let's make this day a more special day from the days of our other special."


and I really hate the internet which connect me with him now.


and so i say, from a heart burn in the beginning, and a tears in the night, now. 00.35am on 8th July 2010


I just miss you........ a lot, very very miss you

Regards, 

Gotjer's and sadness