i know i just torturing myself. i know everything that happened was really fast. But my heart will explode and my brain is like.. oh my god it's going to be freeze.

"Dear you there..
Everything happened between us will be fucked up in seconds if we're still like this. I know you won't try even a tiny little thing. I'm tired over this shit. But i still believe."

i don't to look like a threat but this is just a promise that can make all of this things clear. I'm still waiting until tomorrow and if it not happens, something i really don't want to happen will happen.