taking chances

hi, I just wanted to tell a little story about Rafi.

jadi beberapa hari setelah tiga bulan, gue sedikit.... gue ulangin ya se-di-ki-t mengurangi rasa percaya gue sama rafi. dikarenakan yaaa... saat itu gue belom tau kenapa, yang jelas gue stres sendiri, nangis sendiri, dan menjerit-jerit sendiri. yang kalo udah dibilang, kalo gue jadi rafi sih bakal capek sama diri gue sendiri. tapi, alhamdulillah dia masih sabar banget, BANGET ngadepin gue (katanya sih....begitu) tapi setelah beberapa hari gue akhirnya ketemu sama dia ngobrol banyak banget, akhirnya everything back to normal! :D 

nah baru hari ini lagi, gue gak tau apa yang terjadi sama diri gue sendiri. gue cuma bisa nyanyiin lagu nya NOISETTES yang SO COMPLICATED itu buat dia. yang bikin gue berharap rafi bisa ngerti dengan baca lirik lagu itu. (baru sadar tadi sih hahahaha) 

then I want to say that I'm not perfect just like you said to me. see ... I also have a mistake on you, can not be what you'd expect. i wish you'd want me as much as i want you. because i need you so much closer. 

maybe you're fed up with me. I was always a nuisance and create a new problem issues in your life. because i'm not a good lover. I mess up. I start Fights. I easily get jealous but i don't play, i give my all, and love deeply. 

And believe me, i love you. and you'll always be my favorite.

so please, do not turn away from my life. I like to get involved any issues with you as long as it is with you.

regards, 

RafiDzakir's