it's 08:13 pm and i just got home. mama di depan rumah dan gue masih gak sadar akan apapun yang aneh. And then my sister, baru gue sadar........ they're crying. and my reminder says, yeah! it's been a year since my father died, and now i'm in line and watching my sister tweeting every moment on that day, 17minutes before the departed announce
what about a little flashback-ing........
two hours ago, He was in coma. I remember everything as clear as if it is happening again, friends, families, foes, their looks and words, his steady face. I remember the daylight shift's nurse chose to stay even when the subs came. Even he knew that the patient wouldn't last through the night.
five minutes ago, i was standing on the right side of my dad, saying all the names of Allah on the right side of his ear together with all my tears and everyone said, keep saying all those names of Allah. The es-foe's fake tears, everyone was looking, doctor came and the departed was announced..... My dad has gone
My sister was crying on the floor, my mother hugged my father and just apologized to my father's dead body, and me? i was doing nothing, quiet, speechless, and i was just standing on my side and nothing to do
If i can say this to my father........
we're all here crying and i just want to say, we miss you dad, can we meet again someday? i have so much things to tell you, and we're really need you, and no one in this world will replace you in our heart
Regards,
Gotjer's and your be♥daughter
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